Spanish 1 is still impossible. My mind just does not process foreign languages. The fact that I’m struggling to this extent in a class with all freshmen is all the more humiliating. The effortlessness in which the students minds process the information is mind blowing to me. The teacher tells them a word in Spanish, it goes in their mind, and then comes out whenever they need it. The word goes in my mind, fights a battle with the warring factions in my brain, gets lost around 5 conversations I’m having with myself about 5 different topics, and disappears forever.
